I see you.
Don’t you for one second think there’s nobody watching. I see you…holding on;
with the last tenets of your strength, holding your breath because you couldn’t dare to have that next one be the tick that knocks the ball out of the park.
You were there in the heart-warming gooey times. I remember, just as you do. The smiles you shared, the laughter, the glow of unbridled happiness. Sigh…
But that’s the point, it happened in the past. Right now, well, you’re struggling.
You’ve blamed yourself, tamed yourself, questioned yourself. You’re sure that it’s still you ruining the equation. Surely, nothing that beautiful could disintegrate and crumble so quickly, so…easily!
Maybe you’re fighting so hard that now, amidst losing this, you’re losing yourself too.